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Name: Ashley
Location: Greensboro, North Carolina, United States
Birthday: 7/15/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: Likes: I love hanging out with my friends and spending time with my family. I love Video Games, Art, Music (All sorts), Playing Cello and Piano, and singing. I voiceact on youtube, and I also make jewelry. I love Weather and Thunderstorms. I also love warm summer rain, fireflies, and calmness like the ocean. Dislikes: Pessimistic people, Cold weather with no snow, cold rain, homework, and high school drama
Expertise: Mainly in art and writing. I really dunno....
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
8/18/2005
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| It was early morning. Kani stood next to me smiling, I tried hard to hide the bags under my eyes. I leaned against him for support since I was tired.
"It's too early," I whined.
"Your idea, Ash not mine," Kani replied with a grin.
He was excited. You could tell it. Every fiber of his being loved the ocean. As did I. It was one of the many things we had in common. It didn't matter if I didn't look right in my swimsuit. It would be wonderful. No matter what. It was then I saw the familiar car, James pull up with Lynk waving ecstatically, Steph looked tired but happy. I was actually somewhat surprised. She rarely awoke this early. Kani and I gathered our things and quickly hopped into the back. We talked only a little bit, mostly tired from the early morning. As the morning wore on, we got closer to our destination. An entire four hours away, it seemed like forever before we arrived. Lynk was the first one out of the car. Laughing as Kani also quickly jumped out and followed after him. They were already into the crashing waves before Stephanie and I could get out. We exchange glances and walked setting up a small spot for our stuff and towels. I brought tons of plastic bags and quickly set to work gathering seashells and beach treasures for Jewelry and for my room.
It was still winter, but the weather was nice. It was semi warm. And the ocean was not too bad. A salty breeze blew past me. I knew when I got home I would be seeing sand and salt washing out of my hair. Stephanie came with me. We talked about writing, Phil and Her, and my upcoming trip to Japan. I was so thankful. She gave up her day to take me to the beach. And It was perfect. She helped me seek out new items to add to my growing Beach Browser Bags.
She would find lovely shells of all colors and insist I keep them. However I knew I would be sneaking some into her bags on the way home. Kani and Lynk would run by us, occasionally dropping a shell or two in my bags. I finally just sat near the tide line, letting the ocean run over my toes and legs. The afternoon sunlight caused the ocean water to glitter. Kani soon sat next to me taking a breath of relaxation.
"Enjoying it?" Kani asked with a smile. He knew how much I had wanted this.
"I don't want it to end." I said with a smile. He laughed in reply and nodded.
"Me neither,"
Stephanie and Lynk played around in the water and Kani and I found some hermit crabs. We started getting hungry. Not too far was a boardwalk so we went over and got some street food. Stephanie and Lynk and Kani teased me about not liking seafood playfully. But we all enjoyed eachothers company as the sun began to set. The lights on the boardwalk lit up. And Lynk treated everyone to ice cream. I didn't want it to end. The waves. The salty breeze. I looked at Steph and smiled. She grinned back. If only it was summer I thought with a sigh. But then again if it was summer, the place would be crowded. It was nice not having too many people around. As it became late we boarded up into the car. For the rest of the ride we talked excitedly about the day, our findings, my plans for the shells, stories, plans when we got back home, and wishes to do this again.
We pulled up to my house and Kani and I got out. I waved goodbye to Steph. A bit of me felt sad. Kani put his hand on my shoulder.
"Don't worry, we'll do this again," He said with a smile. And we went back inside. I got ready for bed and in the first time for months. I fell asleep peacefully.
Can we please do this?
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| 28 Jan 12, 01:21 PM
Merlin: -guided slowly away-
28 Jan 12, 01:20 PM
Spencer Reid: *leads Merlin slowly towards Pithos*
28 Jan 12, 01:19 PM
Spencer Reid: Ok...
28 Jan 12, 01:18 PM
Merlin: No, it's alright, I'm just . . . -trails off- Let's just go.
28 Jan 12, 01:17 PM
Spencer Reid: you don't have to if you don't want to.
28 Jan 12, 01:16 PM
Merlin: -blinks a bit, hesitant- . . . Alright. Alright, I guess.
28 Jan 12, 01:15 PM
Spencer Reid: *nods* Why don't we go back to Pithos.... you can lie down there. And there are other people who are your friends.
28 Jan 12, 01:14 PM
Merlin: -furrows his brow, lifting a hand to his forehead- I ... don't even know where I'm going. I just ... need to be somewhere that's not the flat.
28 Jan 12, 01:12 PM
Spencer Reid: Well for one, I could help you get to whereever you need to go. I am sure it will be easier than stumbling everywhere.
28 Jan 12, 01:11 PM
Merlin: -shifts uncomfortably, folding his arms over his chest-
28 Jan 12, 01:11 PM
Merlin: -smiles half heartedly- I'm not sure how . . .
28 Jan 12, 01:09 PM
Spencer Reid: I can help.
28 Jan 12, 01:08 PM
Merlin: -frowns- I know, and I appreciate it. This doesn't have to do with you, though, and I don't want you involved.
28 Jan 12, 01:07 PM
Spencer Reid: Merlin you are a friend of mine... I am going to worry about you.
28 Jan 12, 01:03 PM
Merlin: -walks into Spencer and then recoils, taking a quick step back- It's alright, you don't need to worry about it.
28 Jan 12, 01:02 PM
Spencer Reid: Merlin *stops him* I'm sorry... I didn't mean to push it. I'm just concerned.
28 Jan 12, 01:01 PM
Merlin: I ... I tripped and fell on my ... eyes ... -starts to step past him-
28 Jan 12, 01:00 PM
Spencer Reid: *realizes it* ...Merlin how did this happen...
28 Jan 12, 12:58 PM
Merlin: -softly- I can't, Spencer ...
28 Jan 12, 12:57 PM
Spencer Reid: Merlin.... look at me...
28 Jan 12, 12:57 PM
Merlin: -smiles half heartedly, not quite looking Spencer directly in the eye, his gaze instead hovering all around him- It could be a lot worse ...
28 Jan 12, 12:56 PM
Spencer Reid: You don't seem it....
28 Jan 12, 12:54 PM
Merlin: -takes him by the shoulder, pulling himself carefully onto his feet- I ... Oh yeah. Yeah, I'm wonderful ...
28 Jan 12, 12:52 PM
Spencer Reid: Yea.... *furrows Brow and goes to help Merlin* Are you ok?
28 Jan 12, 12:52 PM
Merlin: -lifts his eyes at the voice, staring upward in Spencer's general direction- -remains silent for a moment, trying to pin down the familiar voice- ... Spencer?
28 Jan 12, 12:50 PM
Spencer Reid: *sees someone fall up ahead and runs over* Hey! Are you o- Merlin?
28 Jan 12, 12:49 PM
Merlin: -wanders a little too far, doop dee doop- -missteps and slips, tumbling into the snow-
28 Jan 12, 12:48 PM
Spencer Reid: *humming a bit pulls jacket arounf him to be a bit warmer*
28 Jan 12, 12:48 PM
Spencer Reid: *walks the streets of the Residential District*
28 Jan 12, 12:48 PM
Merlin: -comes wandering blindly out from the flat, looking for some fresh air-
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| I got Chinese Food, and I went shopping with my grandfather. Overall it was enjoyable.
However at nighttime I just seem to get revisted. I don't really know what else to do. I kinda feel empty at some points. It is cold. I should clean....... do nails or something.
I was happy to see Steph text me. It made me smile a lot. Phil and her are so adorable together! It is wonderful. But it makes me wish I had someone to get excited about. I dunno. I guess that is just what happens sometimes you know?
I miss UNCC tonight I wish I had Indian food rather than the sorry excuse for dinner we had instead. Mom wouldn't let me trim the chicken or season it. So it was bland and i kept finding ickyness in it.
Right now my thoughts are really jumbled up. I kinda feel like I don't know which way is up and that I am drowning. Kinda a hollow feeling if you think of it.
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| So far I am still struggling to actually work. I finally found a topic for my paper. Finding sources that are reliable are difficult.
But that is ok! I have a couple days. I will be a-ok. I have no work tomorrow or Saturday. So I will be ok.
My Mom might let me get a prescription for the headache meds I liked so much. So I am somewhat happy. She will be semi-appeased that I am taking something. Even though it isn't what she wants. The doctor sided with me on that one.
Otherwise I have just been thinking, wondering.... All my friends are getting in relationships. And half of me is kinda jealous? I mean it isn't like I hate them for it. I just kinda wish I wasn't single.
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| 24 Jan 12, 08:30 PM
Spencer: *staggers back as she kisses him* Chump? I resent that... *laughs and Kisses her again*
24 Jan 12, 08:29 PM
Damon Macready [Loki]: Tsh. I don't need your help. You'll get in the way.
24 Jan 12, 08:29 PM
Samus Aran: -surprised, then laughs, turning red- You could have said sooner! -kisses him suddenly- And I love you, you chump.
24 Jan 12, 08:28 PM
Damon Macready [Loki]: ((D'AWWW))
24 Jan 12, 08:28 PM
Greg Lestrade: Sure you would. *sarcasm*
24 Jan 12, 08:27 PM
Spencer: What?! No--- No not at all... Samus... I want to tell you *takes both her hands* I love you.
24 Jan 12, 08:26 PM
Samus Aran: Um, wow. Hey, you've not decided I'm not worth it, have you?
24 Jan 12, 08:22 PM
Spencer: *grabs Samus hand* I.... have something so important to say to you.... and I am so nervous. But I don't think I can hold it in to get to either location...
24 Jan 12, 08:22 PM
Greg Lestrade: I shouldn't tell someone about parenting, I don't have any kids. unless you count Anderson. *coldy* But your daughter has been hurt who knows how many times the past few days.
24 Jan 12, 08:21 PM
Irene Adler: Don't look at me like that.
24 Jan 12, 08:21 PM
Samus Aran: Spence? What is it? C'mon, you're worrying me now.
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